Resent

My body and brain have limits I don't appreciate. I had a great day today. Absolutely amazing, spend the whole thing at a weaving workshop and had so much fun. There was no heavy lifting or hard labour involved, it was quiet, with a lovely and small group of beautiful folk who are as quiet as I am...

And yet, tonight I am wrecked. Sad, frustrated at my lack of ability to push through and make dinner and be a functional adult for my child, my joints ache, my head hurts and I don't want to talk to anyone.

Yay... Just fucking yay.

It's not fair and right now I rent it immensely.